Reflections of a Phenomenologically Committed Senior Scholar
Dr. Hendar Putranto, M. Hum.
Phenomenolog of Practice; Senior Lecturer in Communication Ethics (2016-2026)
Faculty of Communication, Universitas Multimedia Nusantara
There are days in academic life when one no longer remembers where deep thinking truly begins and where administration tabs quietly take over.
A manuscript revision sits beside a student’s draft chapter. An invitation to review arrives while feedback for undergraduate supervision remains unfinished. A lecture transcript waits to be revisited. Somewhere between these layers of obligations, another folder accumulates: proof corrections, institutional forms, committee notes, revised references, research proposals, workshop invitations, and endless follow-ups that seem trivial individually yet immense in their cumulative weight.
The contemporary senior scholar rarely inhabits a singular role. One becomes simultaneously a lecturer, mentor, reviewer, editor, coordinator, assessor, collaborator, and institutional representative. Academic life no longer unfolds linearly; it arrives in fragments, compressed by overlapping institutional temporalities and accelerating demands (Rosa, 2013). The day is not lived as a coherent scholarly journey but as a sequence of interruptions requiring perpetual interpretive shifts within increasingly accelerated academic systems (Han, 2010; Rosa, 2013).
And yet, beneath this fragmentation, there remains a quieter commitment: the desire to think carefully.
Phenomenology invites us to attend not only to events themselves, but to the way life is inwardly lived through time, relation, embodiment, and meaning (van Manen, 2016). What concerns me lately is not simply the quantity of academic work, but the gradual erosion of attentiveness itself within cultures increasingly organized around productivity and acceleration (Han, 2010; van Manen, 2016). The scholar today is increasingly required to move rapidly across incompatible cognitive worlds: from deep theoretical reflection to administrative compliance, from existential pedagogical guidance to formatting corrections in APA style.
The transitions are deceptively small. But phenomenologically, such shifts are never neutral because lived meaning accumulates through the texture of everyday experience (van Manen, 2016).
Each switch leaves residues and anxieties of incompleteness.
Recent scholarship increasingly confirms that burnout in higher education is not merely an individual psychological weakness, but a structural condition emerging from intensified academic demands, administrative overload, and fragmented institutional environments. A contemporary review on faculty burnout notes that educators today face “overwhelming workloads, administrative demands, and lack of institutional support,” all of which contribute directly to emotional exhaustion and diminished teaching engagement. Another study on university teachers similarly observes that higher education workers now operate within “an increasingly demanding environment,” where escalating bureaucratic and organizational pressures intensify emotional exhaustion.
What is often overlooked, however, is the phenomenological texture of this exhaustion.
Burnout is not experienced merely as fatigue or overwork, but as a gradual depletion of attentional and emotional presence (Trillo et al., 2025; Han, 2010). It appears more subtly: as the inability to dwell fully within one intellectual task before another obligation intrudes. One reads van Manen while mentally anticipating reviewer comments. One supervises a thesis while silently remembering pending accreditation forms. Reflective writing competes with committee coordination.
Reading Barthes or Heidegger occurs within the same temporal horizon as replying to approvals, checking plagiarism reports, or revising metadata for journal indexing.
Slowly, scholarly dwelling risks becoming subordinated to academic maintenance, leaving little room for the kind of resonance and reflective attunement necessary for sustained intellectual life (Rosa, 2013; Schiermer, 2020). Perhaps this explains why many academics today feel perpetually active yet intellectually displaced within academic systems increasingly shaped by acceleration, short-term temporal logics, and flexible forms of digital labor (Han, 2010; Rosa, 2013; Putranto, 2024).
Not because they no longer think, but because thinking itself has become scattered across too many obligations demanding simultaneous care.
This condition is not isolated. Bibliometric research across five decades of burnout studies now identifies teaching as “one of the most psychologically and emotionally demanding professions,” with burnout associated not only with emotional exhaustion but also declining teaching quality, disengagement, and reduced intellectual well-being. The growing literature also suggests that contemporary academic environments increasingly normalize cognitive overload itself. As one recent systematic review observes, burnout emerges from a complex interaction of workload imbalance, emotional distress, competitive environments, technological pressures, and insufficient social support.
Still, I do not believe the answer lies in romantic withdrawal from institutional life. Universities are sustained precisely through invisible acts of maintenance, collegiality, mentoring, and administrative responsibility. The problem is not obligation itself. The problem emerges when every obligation arrives with equal urgency, compressing scholarly temporality and leaving little protected space for contemplative depth (Rosa, 2013). To remain phenomenologically committed today may therefore require something increasingly difficult for communication scholars (Putranto & Siahaan, 2026) and academics more broadly: defending slowness within systems organized by acceleration (Rosa, 2013).
Perhaps many senior scholars already experience this tension silently. They continue teaching, reviewing, supervising, coordinating, and producing knowledge while privately sensing the fragmentation of their own intellectual attention. The difference may simply be that some of us have begun naming the experience more explicitly and confronting its anxieties more openly.
Perhaps the act of naming this experience publicly is itself already a small form of resistance within academic worlds increasingly governed by acceleration.
References
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Putranto, H. (2024). Prahara digital labor dalam bingkai penafsiran logika waktu pendek dan kapitalisme luwes. Tuturlogi: Journal of Southeast Asian Communication, 5(1), 41–62. https://doi.org/10.21776/ub.tuturlogi.2024.005.01.5
Putranto, B. H., & Siahaan, R. A. (2026). Reconstructing communication ethics in academic knowledge production: A phenomenology of practice approach. In Putranto et al., Eds. Proceedings of the International Conference on Communication and New Media Studies (COMNEWS 2025). Atlantis Press. https://doi.org/10.2991/978-2-38476-573-7_19
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